If; Rudyard Kipling

I'm back from an event that made me wake up 7 in the morning, greatly lacking of sleep right now. Oh well, after reading a poem or ... ; i know there is a proper term one; oh well. its If by Rudyard Kipling. Its pretty inspirational and nice, google it up and you may find it.

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

Anyways, I'm home alone now, since I got back later, and my mom and sis are out for lunch. ( I wonder what they are going to buy me for lunch. mmm... ) Well the whole week has been great, I meant there are "downs" but what is life without it? God has been faithful and great to help me through this whole week, I have been extremely exhausted with the activities packed into my week.

holidays are here! Holidays! nothing much planned out actually,
will be playing tennis (someone is teaching me!),
will be out taking and snapping more pictures,
studying.nerding.more training
and most likely need to gather up inspiration for my poster. yup.
"isn't holiday fun and relaxing? haha"

*smells.sniff* that reminds me I haven't showered yet. alright I'll be back here posting soon, I hope. so yea. take care. God bless. smiles.